Few Days

So...I've had a crazy past few days.  I moved back from school and it took me two full cars to get all my shit home.  It's time to downsize.  In more ways than one.  I've been just crazy.  I had to go to my friends wake and funeral and simply adapting to being back at home changed my eating a bit.  And also, I went to a Macklemore concert yesterday with my boy and we kind of splurged and split a brownie and I'm suprised at myself for not munchieing everything at the concert.  And I felt good enough to wear a backless dress and I didn't feel like a total pig in it.  Just a chunk of more weight and I'll be comforatble in it all.  Here's my damage:

5/9: 885
5/10: 1911
5/11: 1479

Ew.  I told you I messed up.  I'll get it back. 

So far today I just had a Banana for breakfast and had a protein drink while Spinning with my dad.  That's right.  I actually worked out today.  Now that I'm home I have time.  It felt good.  I don't have as much energy as I did but I got kinda a nice exercise high off of it. 

My boyfriend and I are planning on doing C25K together 3x a week, I plan on Spinning with my dad 3x a week, and doing ab workouts once a day.  At least until I go back for school.  Then we'll see what happens. 

My daily intake average is now: 1073.  I'm getting down closer to my goal. 

Bad news is that I found out my scale was wrong.  My parents' scale is the exact same one as mine, but reads about 3.5 pounds heavier.  Which was on par with the scale at the gym this morning.  So as of right now I don't really know where I stand, but I do know that weight loss is consistent so that's good. 

I am still on track for my Goal 1 of 170.0.  I'm just further off than I thought I was.  We'll see what happens.

Xoxo,
Strength

Rough

Today was rough.  There's nothing else to say.  Total calories 1182.  Not good enough.  I binged right before bed which I know I shouldn't have. 

Fuck it. 

Total all month: 5935
Daily Average: 1187.

I will get it below a thousand. 

More thinspo. 

Xoxo,
Strength
172

New Low

I guess the cinnamon buns didn't do as much damage as they could have, because I weighed in this morning at 170.2!  And that's not even the exciting part...the scale flashed 169.9.  I am so close to my first goal weight I can practically taste it.  And it tastes so much better than anything that's been tempting me.  I just still wish I hadn't eaten those cinnamon buns...I could have been there today.  Oh well.

So far today I haven't had anything but I'm about to make myself Egg Whites and eat a banana.  My final is tonight and I have barely studied or slept so I'd like to at least have some brain food to fall back on. 

Xoxo,
Strength
170!

For me and you

We both need it.

Full

Bad news.  I ate myself into a coma.  I'm moving out on Wednesday so we're starting to try to go things and get rid of them.  One of them being cinnamon roll mix.  So that happened.  I probably ate the equivalent of 2. =( Other than that though, I ate a banana, two chewy bars, the apple chicken I made yesterday and the cinnamon rolls.  A total of: 1263.

I'm surprised.  It could have been alot worse. 

That's a total of 4753 over 4 days.  An average of 1188.  I want to get my daily average under 1000. 

I really hope  this doesn't kill my progress.  2 lax.  Please work.

Xoxo,
Strength 171

One Month

To think I was 180 a month ago.  I'm excited that this all seems to be working.  I can't wait to be skinny and beautiful for my boyfriend for  our vacation.  I've only had a banana so far today.  Maybe I'll do exactly what I did yesterday. 

I weighed in today at 171. 2.  I can't remember the last time I saw anything that low.  I'm so excited.  After having seen high 170s and low 180s for the past two years I feel so excited seeing this on the scale.  Granted I have a fary way to go still but this is progress. 

Xoxo,
Strength
171!

Thinspo

More inspiration. Enjoy.

 

Keep going.

 

Xoxo,

Strength

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