Saturday, May 18, 2013

Scale

I fucking hate scales.  Not in the eww its showing a high number and I hate it kind of way.  My scale will say one weight.  I'll stand on it 2 seconds later and it says I'm 3 pounds heavier.  WTF.  How am I supposed to know where I stand?!? PISSED.

Friday, May 17, 2013

I will

Herro erreybodyyyy

Today, I did Abs of steel, Ran (without the boyf :( ) and did Core Synergistics from P90X.  I kinda half assed it though because I was exhausted from running. 

I was able to catch up with an old friend tonight but we went out to fro yo and I was soo bad.  So many toppings.  Merrrrr

My calories for today were: 1113
Daily average is: 1191.

I will get there.  I will get my average daily intake below 1000.  I will weigh 130.  I will be skinny.

Xoxo,
Strength 170





Thursday, May 16, 2013

How far we've come

Hello Beauties!

Today, I didn't accomplish much.  I did X Stretch from P90X because I've been feeling really stiff lately and because I am planning on starting Lean P90X tomorrow...so wish me luck on that.  My boyf is doing the classic too so we can bond over that :). 

I also did one Abs of Steel and went Spinning with my boyf.  It was his first class compared to my status as a spinning instructor and he definately struggled.  It was interesting to see how much I'd progressed since I started spinning. 

And I had caloric totals today offfff

999

Making my daily average: 1179.

I just want to be skinny for vaca with the boyf.  He deserves that. 

Xoxo,
Strength 171





Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Also, Thinspo






New Low!

Hello pretties <3

Today was a good day.  I went to the doctor and got my glasses prescription enhanced (thank god) because I couldn't see a thing.  And thankfully my frames are still continued so I bought two pairs just in case.  They are part of my identity.  I don't know what I would do if I had to wear a different pair.  People know me for my glasses.  Then I went shopping with mom for shoes but wound up with just a dinky pair of sunglasses.  Better than nothing I suppose.

Then I cought up with my boyf for our run.  He's so good.  He supports me so much with my weight loss goal.  He knows I'm restricting.  And he doesn't try to yell at me for it.  He respects that it has worked for me in the past and just tries to help when he can. 

So he and I are teaching ourselves to run a day at a time.  Specifically tuesday, wednesday, and friday after he gets back from work (and looks damn cute in his work outfits).  We're doing C25K together and since he's a faster runner than me, whenever we have to walk he walks back on the trail to fall back toward me so we can spend some time together <3 Love it.

So anyway, that's the only exercise I've done today :( Blahhhh but I'm going to do at least 2 abs of steel workouts after this.  And my boyf is coming to spinning tomorrow so that'll be fun <3

So my totals today are:

1150 calories

Running with the boyf

Average: 1179.

Also I reached a new low! 169.0 on my scale and 171.8 on my mom's scale! Yayyy!

Xoxo,
Strength
171

Monday, May 13, 2013

Spinning High

Hello pretties :)

Today was a boring day.  The only thing I accomplished was that I did an Abs of Steel workout, went Spinning with my dad, and started unpacking all my shit. Is it possible to get a Spinning high?  I've heard of a running high but I've never heard of that happening with any other type of exercise.  It was like I wasn't in the hot, steamy room, but I was just racing aginst myself.  I just kept picturing myself back at my goal weight and imagined me pedaling toward her.  She just kept laughing at me and then yelling at me asking why I let myself get this way.  I'll be back to her soon enough.

Today I went a bit above what I wanted...I ate a total of : 1284 calories.

My daily average is: 1179. 

I'm not sure where my weight is at right now because of scale issues but I'm pretty sure its about 171 on my mom's scale which is pretty good.

I'm excited to start communicating with other people through comments and other blogs.  It's nice to have support :) Thanks, guys. 

Stay strong.

Xoxo,
Strength
171

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Add 'em up

OKAY so the final tally for today was:

A banana
A tbspoon of peanut butter
Some cheese
Apple Chicken

So a total of: 1066

Not terrible.  I havt to try to start avoiding cheese.  I just love it so much. 

So a total average of: 1169.

PLUS here's some thinspo




 
Xoxo,
Strength
Officially 174 (on accurate scale)